"Farewell my love, farewell to thee. While you're away I'll pray for your returning." - a silly song that will forever make me cry

My Grandma at our wedding at 83 years old

My sweet sweet grandmother, Geneva Elda Wooley Cearley passed away on June 30.
Ryan's cousin, Daniel, passed away Tuesday, June 21.

So many things have gone through my head this past week in reference to her. Why didn't we go see them more? The past two years we hadn't made it out to Enid but a few times and I regret that now.

My mother lost her mother. I cannot fathom this.
Great Uncle Leroy lost his sister and James lost a brother. I cannot fathom this.
The thought of losing my mother or a sibling is so painful I can't dwell on it longer than a split second.

Therefore, my mother, Leroy & James are very much on my heart