I'm going to be honest in saying that
I haven't always been happy.
It's been apparent that I've hit walls the past few years
that really left me struggling.
Sometimes there's not a real wall.
Sometimes I've just been sad.
Grumpy. Exhausted. Moody.
for no reason at all.
I posted this picture on Instagram this morning
& Rachel sparked something in her comment which read,
"Your eyes look happy. I like this."
Well my friend, the only response I have for this is,
I am.
I might be the happiest I've been in my life right now.
That's a hard thing to judge.
But right now, I am so happy.
I am so in love with my life.
My husband. My dogs. My family. My friends.
It happened without me even knowing it
& that is a beautiful thing.
Life feels good. I feel good.
& it's not because everything is going perfect.
It's not.
& that's what's so great.
I know what true happiness feels like.
This post brought to you by some hippie feeling love & self-esteem.
It might be because Liv and I are in TN and you don't have a 3 year old commenting on your every move as she peeks through the fence in between our yards like you can't hear what she's saying ;) Just kidding. I can totally relate to that feeling and when it finally comes I always pray that it lasts and I wonder if that's how most of the world feels or if most of them tend to go back and forth like me too.
ReplyDeleteP.S. I love your bangs.